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first [Thursday
January 5th, 2006 ]

emokid9
[ mood | thoughtful ]



its the hell that burns between us
its the way you make me feel
its the lies that told my heart to cry
its the useless "i love you"s we say.

and i write your name on my wall
i hide the pain on my arm
like winter,
its the death of everything
that turns us on and in

tell me again
how you came to love this mess
tell me again
how you got through your lie

its the cold guarenteed in every winter
each flower you could've picked
you're my yellow bird
you're my favorite song
and you're the reason why i burn

what does it mean when your words dont mean a thing
that the butterflies in my stomach are turning to knots
is this normal
is this normal
and when the winter takes us in
when the snow tackles our lips
will the fatal car crash of hearts be valid
will the call of future be attempted

its not really good. but, *shrugs* i wanted to put up something, and get a little feed back. so.... what do you think?

2 cmnt

[Friday
July 22nd, 2005 ]

xheartsfallx
Hello. I am now a co-mod of this community. My name is Celia and I am 16. If you need to contact me for any reason my aol screen name is calamitY kisses. I pretty much love you all because you write.
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[Saturday
July 16th, 2005 ]

our_goodbyes
[ mood | content ]

Games over, No more winners

The game I always I won
Is slowly ending
And you're getting so much better at it
I am almost toward defeat
Now it's two on one
And I don't think i can measure up
My heart is to torn and my fingers are numb
I think you're happy to see me
In the same posistion you were in before
But theres no cheat codes
And I have only half a life
You decided to let me go
With what I still have
Game over
Memory saved
But now no one is going to hit re-play

1 cmnt

promo [Sunday
July 10th, 2005 ]

our_goodbyes
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[Sunday
July 10th, 2005 ]

wordsarefading_
"flowers burn when theyre dead"

I grew to gain a dependence for you
but it was all in my head
the connection we made
was destroyed by a single betrayl
you aren't as lovely as you seemed
you're just a rose that's withered dry
once beautiful, now cold and spoiled

I've erased from my soul,
every memory we ever made
to avoid feeling the pain
of knowing what we could have been

now i've found someone knew
shes not here for your jealousy
she likes me and i like her too
one kiss and its like you dont exist
almost like how you treated me
only this time "i love you" didnt find its way
into the goodnights we said the night before

I've erased from my soul,
every memory we ever made
to avoid feeling the pain
of knowing what we could have been

what's the point in keeping this keepsake
of who you used to be
im sick of trying to look past the things that make
your heart so ugly
i hate to watch the flames engulf these memories
but when the fire dies
the ashes blow away and are forgotten

I've erased from my soul,
every memory we ever made







i hate the title, its corny.
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promo [Monday
July 4th, 2005 ]

ilive4this_38

be a dearie and join. how lovely.

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[Thursday
June 30th, 2005 ]

wordsarefading_
some bad poem that took me like 3 seconds to write.

I remembered
The smell of your skin
The affection of your arms
The taste of your kiss

I couldn’t help myself
I couldn’t help myself

It’s been two weeks
And I’m miserable without you
When you can’t get someone off your mind
Chances are they were meant to be there

Take your time
And get back to me
But keep in mind
I was your mistake
You weren’t mine
cmnt

[Sunday
June 26th, 2005 ]

wordsarefading_
Don't Worry Babe, It's Just A Game


The games you play
I can not match
Never would I have
Expected to be beat
At my own game.

The words you spoke
Rolled from your lips
So well
I was blind to
The obvious
They were the same
Fake lines I tried
To use on you.

I was mad
At you at first
But how can I
Let it bother me
You were just better than I
So this is what
It feels like to
Be led on

True to form
What goes around
Comes around
And hits you
That much harder
The bruises on my ego
Are in the shape
Of your hands.

You’re too good for
My league because
I didn’t learn
A damn thing from this.
Call me, ask me to come back
And I will be
On my way.

Let’s play again!
Let’s play one more time!
Lead me on again,
Lead me to your hand
That is pushing the bullet
Into the chamber of the gun.
I will watch you
Prepare to break me again.
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[Sunday
June 19th, 2005 ]

our_goodbyes
The most truth i have ever said

Today my words will fall
Like raindrops on your head
Another mistake is made
One more and you'll be dead
All these lines will turn to tears
And all these lies will turn to blood
lets drink away our sorrow
Another night misunderstood

I can almost make out your face in the crowd
You know i almost miss you

Theres something wrong with the lighting
And the look on your face
It's a sad day when all my tears have lost their taste
I'm regretful for regretting
A mistake within mistake
Take my hand again
So i can push you away

Today my words will fall
Like raindrops on your head
Another mistake is made
One more and you'll be dead
All these lines will turn to tears
And all these lies will turn to blood
lets drink away our sorrow
Another night misunderstood
(x2)

your just a sucker for me
I'm not as innocent as i seem
(x3)

Today my words will fall
Like raindrops on your head
Another mistake is made
One more and you'll be dead
All these lines will turn to tears
And all these lies will turn to blood
lets drink away our sorrow
Another night misunderstood

This is just another lie
another lie to tell you
So truthful with these words
So much truth in these words





I wrote that last week... i don't. It's not my favorite.
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[Saturday
June 18th, 2005 ]

___goodnight
close your eyes
there's nothing to see
there's no beauty to hear
no words will come from me
because skin against skin
is all i need to feel
and words easily spoken
will never make feelings real
if i could feel your heartbeat
i'd never leave your chest
and if fingers could be intertwined
id never ask for less.
so, let me feel your laughter
even when you hold no smile
make sure you know how i feel
let's stay like this
let's be silent for awhile.
2 cmnt

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